Confusion

Just want him home to stay
But then again I wish he'd go away
I hate him and I love him so
Don't know which way to go

What is it that I am feeling
All of it has me reeling
I cry every day not knowing
What do the tears mean that keep flowing
I am so confused I don't know what to do
Why can't I stop thinking of you
I wish he wouldn't call or write
I just can't seem to give up this fight.

Can't seem to stay and
can't seem to go away
I hate myself and I love me so
Still I don't know which way to go

What is it that you are feeling
Does all of this have you reeling
Do you cry every day not knowing
What your tears mean that keep flowing

We are so confused we don't know what to do
I'll never stop thinking of you
Wishing we couldn't call or write
We just can't seem to give up this fight

So stay don't go away
I don't hate you, I love you so
And I wish you wouldn't go